Home Sweet Home =）

等待，等待。。终于。。

星期六那天乘着巴士从亚庇回山打根。。在巴士上，我不时都会望着巴士里头的时钟。。看着时间滴答滴答地流走，好想快点到达目的地。。心啊，早已飞回家了~!!回来山打根已经有三天了咯。。原来，回家的感觉真好啊~可以看见家人，朋友们，最重要的是可以吃到妈妈煮的饭。。和妈妈煮的汤。。转眼间，离开山打根已经有两个月了。。其实还不算是很久，对吗？所以啊，四周都没什么改变。。那还是我熟悉的落脚地。。我想念的家乡。。 =) 晚上，妈妈准备了好吃的菜肴。。哇塞，真的好好吃。。两个月没吃到妈妈煮的饭咯。。哈哈。。

星期日早上就去了教会，教友们都欢迎我回来。。他们说哦，我的脸看起来瘦了，比较好看。。但我的身形呢，就没什么改变。。哎哟，惨了。。到底要怎样才可以瘦下来啊？本以为每天在学院走一段路，走上那个104级的楼梯，上体育课都已经汗流浃背能够使到我的身体瘦下。。没有很多，一点点也有吧？怎么说，还是没有咧。。惨了啦！！别管它了，就让它这样吧。。只是不要超重就可以了。。哈哈哈。。（给自己安慰）下午就去了阿姨的家。。阿姨的家是个山笆。。四周都种满了果树。。爸妈就是为了要去那儿采水果才去的啦。。毕竟阿姨的家坐落在16哩，离我家好远。。阿姨家四周的果树真的很多。。把头抬望树上，就可以看见水果一串串的，结满了整棵树。。上帝创造宇宙万物真是非常奇妙。。 =）晚上呢，我就有吃福咯。。我很家人以及亲戚去了steamboat..爽啊~~很快的，就过了两天了。。

啊~~！！！assignments这个字每一分钟每一秒都浮现在我脑海里。。说真的，我还没有心去开始做哦。。真的烦。。但我不可以懒惰啦。。哈哈哈哈。。或许今晚就要开始了。。另外，朋友们。。我还期待着我们的约会啊。。同时也等着kl的姐妹们。。你们快点回来啊~~gathering,gatherng & gathering...hooray!!

Stress but Happy

Come to kk here already have 1 month more..Thanks God for his lead.. =) Time at here reli not enuf for me to use..i need to try my best catch up the time..a lot of books like mountain are waiting for me to read them...besides,many courseworks...presentation...gymnastic practise...dance practise also fill in my daily schedule..everyday having class from morning until evening..after class then still got practises for gymnastic and chinese dance..arrgh..reli so tired n sometimes..im feeling STRESS~~Anyway,i have no choice..i must overcome it~~
However,i really want to thank my roomates for their accompany,encouragement, caring,loving and laughing in all de time..i do need them always by my side & 2gether overcome all de cicumstances..I LOVE THEM MUCHIIEE~~ FiFiane,Ka Yee,Eunice,Jun & Siow..
Wat is going in my mind that is im waiting for the days i go bck to sdk during holidays in sept..although just 2 weeks..but ijm very happy already..coz most of my friends in kl also will go bck..long time din got meet them le..seriously i miss them so much.. =( So,there will be a time for us to gather for have a drink and chit-chat.. I think sure we will have many things want to talk or share..this is girl's lifestyle,dont u think so?hehe..
OMG~~its 1.49am now..is the time for me going to play chess with grandpa Chou.. Hope tml will be a happy sunday for me..Have a nice day to myself.. :p

p/s: I miss U Dear~~

New Life

I came to kk here already have two weeks lo..start my new study life in IPG Gaya..a long term training for being a teacher in future..this course will take for 5 & half years..huh...many ppl also said: Wah~!!to be a teacher nid to study for 5 & half years that long time??Yup,5 & half years maybe reli is a long time and it will be such a difficult time for me to past through..Coz i reli used up kinda much of money and a lot of 'jing shen' on it...so,i'll try my best to keep on good work,never give up no matter have wat problems..

1st week go into IPG,that's orientation week actually..huh...im totally exhaust in that week...reli so tired for me plus not enough sleep...everyday need to wake up early & late sleep...However,its already past.. :) However,i can know many new friends who comes from different places..mostly of them are very friendly and so helpful especially my roomates..Love them muchiee.. :) But one problem is i gonna suffer for daily meals..haiz..every nite duno want to eat wat neh..cant cook in hostel also..
About wat im going to say about here is....Here got many STAIRS oh..everyday need to walk up and walk down the stairs..the stairs not short de eh...go to where also need to walk stairs..huh..but its good also although very tired..coz can burns calories... hehehehe...

New life,new environment,new friends...Hope that i can get used in this place asap.. Important is i can change all my bad attitude and lazy attitude...hehe..study at here reli cant be lazy anymore eh...W-I-N-N-I-E...Gambateh... :)

My wishes..

Today is Wednesday lo..So,that's say i still got 3 days to spend my time in sdk..Finally at yesterday,all de procedure for going to maktab had been done lo.. Yeah =)Now,these few days i just start to pack my stuffs lo..Walao eh..nid mnay things nid to pack oh..However,i just can bring 2 luggages cox i take airasia flight to kk...Due to this,i nid to choose to bring those things that i very nid to there 1st lo..hehe =) KOTA KINABALU.......Im coming lu...such a new study & living environment for me nia.. Wish that i can fast fast get used in this place lo..hehe..Wat i hope also the hostel in the maktab is ok for me..God pls bless everythings.. =) Actually im waiting for the day i start my 'new life' although im feeling 'ng seh dak' to leave my hometown..I think this will be another new way for me to walk..a new experience for me to explore.. a new time for me to know more friends & a challenge for me to live alone without depend on family...am i right? Hehehe..

Friends in sdk,i'll missing u all muchiee..ok? Erm,especially my dear Amelia..i'll miss her so much..after i leave,just left her lo..my Dear baby,dont u forget me woh..ok?hehe.. when holidays i'll come bck,then v out yum cha again ya.. :) Keep in touch always~~

My family in sdk,dad & mum...both of u no worries to me & brother..ok?we know how to take care ourselves de lah..hehe.. :p Thanks everythings for wat u all had gave to us,helped us & support us..i love u~Dad & Mum.. :)

That's all for here.. :) Have a nice for me & u.. hehehe

No more tears..

Winnie..please hold ur promise that u wont easy to drop down ur tears anymore in any simple situation..this only can make ur life become unhappy..it just like a monster that always harm u..yea,i hate the feel of sad..crying..heart pain..but i'll try out my best to dun let myself have these feeling anymore..i want have a happy life..do u believe that i can? actually i also not sure that i can hold this or not..but..i'll just pray..plus,dun think so many again..just let everythings come in naturally mode..God,please bless me in my every single little things..thanks..I love u~~
If someone reli put u in heart & appreciate u,sure he/she will caring about u with their sincere heart..i got some of them too..reli thanks for them with my truly heart.. =) actually i still nid frens who r like that..im waiting for their appearance..
I'll leaving my hometown soon lo..still got 1 week more..time past kinda fast.. feel quite 'ng seh dak' leave here la although im not going so far for my further study which only at kk..Hope that i can get used myself in a new environment as fast as possible.. :) In btw,i do wish to have a laptop ASAP~~i request it from my mum but... haiz..when then i'll have my own laptop? i nid it badly..if not,i think i'll damn boring in the hostel neh..

Its time for me off to bed lo..still left not much time then nid to wake up & go for the last 2nd day for my part time job.. good nitez~~

天使的決定 泳兒

两颗遥远的心
彼此吸引却不敢靠近
但我直觉很肯定
从你眼里我感到熟悉
同时等待流星
同时怕许愿后失去
最后 我勇敢的爱上你
当时应该很激动 我爱你
三个字守成秘密
谢谢你 给过我爱情
日记里总是天气晴
在我的心里 总有个角落 不让谁靠近
谢谢你 比我先放弃
让我有 心痛的权利
别说对不起 因为我还爱你


我的手心 曾被谁握得好紧
爱 像个卫星 搜寻谁的心
有时谁 太贪心 天使就决定没收 爱情
谢谢你 给过我爱情
日记里总是天气晴
在我的心里 总有个角落 不让谁靠近
谢谢你 比我先放弃
让我有 心痛的权利
别说对不起 因为我还爱你
谢谢你 给过我爱情
日记里总是天气晴
在我的心里 总有个角落 为你~~~
谢谢你 比我先放弃
好让我有 心痛的权利
别说对不起 因为我还爱你
我不曾忘记 我们的 回忆~~



#这是其中一首我爱听的歌..我喜欢这首歌里的歌词..歌里描述着两人之间的爱情..但男子却先放弃了女子..而女子却不要男子说对不起,反而要他说谢谢因为这才会让她有心痛的感觉..她还深爱着他..在现实社会里,男女之间的爱情若遇到了这样的情形..真的会有一个那么大方的女子吗?

This is a day..

Praise the Lord..!! =) im had been choosen go into maktab for my further study.. i'll study in Campus Gaya which located in KK town area.. But sadly,my dear Li Ting not same with me a campus.. :( Anyway,i know each of us will very appreciate this chance for going to maktab coz this is the one which we are eager for a long time le.. right li ting?But i know my God so loves me..sure He got prepared the best for me..Luckily,got a fren which same class with me in form 6 also study with me in a same campus.. :)
This will be a hard journey for me i think coz i gonna stay at there for my education for 5 & half years..However,i will try to do my best to finish this long long study as i want to a teacher..Be a teacher actually is my ambition since i was small..i never change for it~~ Hehe.. :) so i just do wat i wan to do..Hope i wont regret for it la.. :p God Bless..
Before the days i go to kk,there's reli many things suffering me especially financial problem..arrgh..many things want to prepare,buy things,nid to done the procedure which the maktab had 'order'...May God gives me strength to do that.. :) i kinda need that..
In de same time,wish that i could know many new friends after i studied in the maktab..i reli need friends in my life.. :) dont u all also?
Feeling so tired le..huhu..i broke my promise ler..this evening i told to myself that 2nite need to prepare the test papers for my child..but im so sorry,i couldnt do that coz im reli busy with my study stuffs in whole nite..hope that i'll done for it on tml..hehe.. =)
Off to bed lor..my shoulders start to feel pain already nia..tired~~ anyway,my brain still cant stop to m*** u..^^